This is my journey of becoming the thin, beautiful girl I've always dreamed of being.
Diagnosed:
Severe Depression
OCD
General Anxiety Disorder
I also have disordered eating habits. I struggle between this and being healthy. Please bear with me.
Height: 5'7"
Starting Dress Size: 22
Current Dress Size: 18
Age: 21
HW: 302.5
CW: 290.0
GW 1: 295 [DONE]
GW 2: 290 [DONE]
GW 3: 285
GW 4: 280
GW 5: 275
GW 6: 270
GW 7: 265
GW 8: 260
GW 9: 255
GW 10: 250
GW 11: 245
GW 12: 240
GW 13: 235
GW 14: 230
GW 15: 225
GW 16: 220
GW 17: 215
GW 18: 210
GW 19: 205
GW 20: 200
UGW: 120 :: New Wardrobe and tattoo.
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I’ll eventually figure out what to do with this blog. Perhaps I will eventually come back to it. If you want my ED blog it’s skinnylittlegiraffe.tumblr.com. Have a good day.
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Woah.
I’ve been gone a while. A lot has happened. :/
I have now been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and EDNOS, in addition to my previous mental illnesses. Yes, I have a full blown eating disorder.
I’ve been on my ED blog all this time. I can’t bring myself to post here. My ED is not healthy what-so-ever and I’m a wreck. Nothing a fitness blog is. So I feel like I shouldn’t blog on here.
I don’t know what to do with this blog or my life or myself.
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It’s a dimples and power cleans kinda day. (Taken with instagram)
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me yesterday and a month and a half ago…
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Thanks everyone for the support. <3
I did harmed myself, which I’m not proud of. But I’m okay.
I also graduated college today (well, the second ceremony is in the morning). So that put me in a better mood.
I’m not eating right at all. I’m eating super healthy (yay!) but I’m only taking in 500 calories max…and burning most of them off. So I’ve dropped 10 pounds this week, which I am happy with…but I hate that my head is so screwed up.
Have a good night everyone. Now that school is over, I’ll update this blog more.
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Please help me.
I’m sorry I’ve been gone. So much school, but I’m finally done.
Aside from that, I really want to die. No one seems to care either. No one on my other blog will message me…so I have to ask here. I didn’t want to, since everyone on this blog is mostly healthy and mostly happy. I don’t want to bring anyone down. I just need someone so badly.
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Had an epiphany.
I’ve finally hit rock bottom. Bad bad bad.
However, now that I have, I want to get better.
I want to be the person my boyfriend fell in love with.
I want to be healthy, happy, and carefree.
I know what I need to do to get there and this will be hard…
But I have to do it. :)
***Triggering***
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